It's been a week

Well, it's been more than a week since i am back here to Moscow for my final year. This month my cycle is kinda relaxing, so i am still in my holiday mood while settling all my documents (big big hassle). Well my greatest joy coming back here was meeting all my friends whom i miss a lot throughout the holiday especially people from my group, my room and from the Malaysian Fellowship.

It was great to meet with up the spartiv hotspot people last Saturday sharing testimony on the Medan mission trip and hearing testimony about the China mission trip, meeting new believers, worshiping God, listen to Herman talk about the vision ahead and having fellowship with each other. i really miss being around with this FAMILY.

It's gonna be my last year here, i really do not know how will God leads me next time for my future, but one thing I am sure, before i leave i really want to give my best to people around me here to make an impact for God in their lives in whatever ways i could, i may not be able to to do a lot, but one thing i am sure 'I AM AN INSTRUMENT FOR THE LORD ALMIGHTY'. Thus i can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me. That's why i like this song 'HATI HAMBA' as i really want to have a servant's heart to say :" yes Lord, here I am". Hope u r bless with this song.

KU TAK DAPAT LUPAKAN
(I can't never forget)

KEBAIKAN YANG KU T'RIMA
(The goodness that I've received)

PENGORBANAN-MU YANG MULIA
(Your holy sacrifice)

JADIKAN KU BERHARGA
(Has made me worthy)


KAU TULUS MENERIMA
(You've willingly accepted)

AKU APA ADANYA
(Me just as I am)

KEKUATAN KASIH-MU NYATA
(The power of Your love is real)

MEMULIHKAN HIDUPKU
(It has restored my life)


KAU BUKAN TUHAN YANG MELIHAT RUPA
(You are not a God who looks at appearance)

KAU BUKAN TUHAN YANG MEMANDANG HARTA
(You are not a God who looks at wealth)

HATI HAMBA YANG S'LALU KAU CARI
(A servant's heart is what You are always looking for)

BIAR KAU TEMUKAN DI DALAMKU
(Let it be found in me)


S'LAMA KU HIDUP KU MAU MENYEMBAH-MU
(All the days of my life, I will worship You)

S'BAB ENGKAU SANGAT BERARTI BAGIKU
('Cause You mean so much to me)

YANG TERBAIK YANG ADA PADAKU
(All the best that I have)

KUPERSEMBAHKAN KEPADA-MU
(I will give it to You)

YESUSKU
(My Jesus)

MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL

A NEW SONG: KAULAH HARAPAN KU

When i went to Medan Indonesia for mission trip, i had the chance to learn a lot of new bahasa christian songs and the song that i like most and touches me most (also like best by the girls in the team) is this song Kaulah harapanku aka ku pandang wajahMu.

BUKAN DENGAN KEKUATANKU

KU DAPAT JALANI HIDUP INI

TANPA TUHAN YANG DI SAMPINGKU

KU TAK MAMPU SENDIRI

ENGKAULAH KUATKU

YANG MENOPANGKU

KU PANDANG WAJAHMU DAN BERSERU

PERTOLONGANKU DATANG DARIMU

PEGANGLAH TANGANKU JANGAN LEPASKAN

KAULAH HARAPAN DALAM HIDUPKU

This song is really meaningful is the way it express how much we need God in our (my) life, He is the source of my strength to go thru things happening in life. Bad things, problems may come in the way but we just have to look unto Him and call upon Him, He is there to give us the strength as He is the hope of our life. I hope u guys will like this song. if u want to hear this song

http://www.imeem.com/people/I46t95/music/y7Wa6JWR/sari_simorangkir_kaulah_harapan/

hope u guys will enjoy it

LEADERSHIP MEETING WITH CHC KL

2 Days ago on Friday and Saturday, the Malaysian Fellowship crew (mostly leaders) including myself we attended a leadership meeting/ seminar held by City Harvest KL. It was really a great experience to know God better, learn to be God's child 1st and then doctor, to lead cell group, to be a worship leader and most important to built God's kingdom.

what really touches me the most in these 2 days seminar is how to lead a cell group and the qualities needed in a cell group leader, as this session really speaks to me a lot and really get me thinking.

These are the principles i learned of being a good spiritual leader for God

1. biblical profile of a leader

• Good reputation where a leader must not only be good in serving God but also must be a powerful and living testimony in wherever they are be it in school, uni, or workplace (anywhere).
• Full of the Holy spirit. As spiritual leaders we must be dependent on the Holy Spirit to guide and lead us to go the place He want us to go.
• Full of Wisdom. Wisdom is a gift of God, it is actually the knowledge that is properly applied and it is the ability to discern all matter from the spiritual point of view.
• Full of Faith. We must have a visible faith in God to bring people to trust and have confidence in Him. we must fear God and love the truth.

2. Leader must love God and people

• In Mark 12:13 we have to love God passionately and we must love to serve others as love for people can work a lot of things.
• So if we love people, we will wanna see growth and that people are being saved. And that is our Great commission.

3. Freed up lifestyle

• as leaders we must know how o manage our time well, do not because of exam or work or any petty stuff and then wanna cancel cell group or cancel fellowship.
• if we have time to watch series or go online or go mamak etc, we definitely will have time for God. God gives us all 24 hours a day it's whether u use it properly or u waste it.

4. A Great Attitude

• Humility. As Jesus came not to be served but to serve.
• Positive attitude. (even in times of trouble)
• Enthusiasm. Faith makes a leader enthusiastic.
• Willingness. willingness will release your ability to the job, it will gives u tremendous energy, it brings with it strategy for us to overcome things in life, it makes us teachable, and it brings us into the blessing of God.

5. Discipleship

• to disciple people to change the world by teaching and equipping them to go to Jesus, to be with Jesus and to follow Jesus.
• Discipleship take place when our value are challenged as our attitude are being fine tune and our character are develope.
• If we are not discipled, we are not christian.

Well that's the main point to being a cell group leader. This actually teach me a lot. to learn to trust and surrender everything into God's hand. For me it's really hard to surrender completely to Him but i know that God is molding me day by day to be the person He wants me to be. He'll definitely mold and teach us as long as we open our hearts and surrender it all into His hands.

INDONESIA MISSION TRIP

From 1st to 12th of August, myself and a team of 6 other girls went to Medan Indonesia for medical mission team where we not only go there to tell of God's love and His greatness but also to do medical outreach where we examined patient, prescribe medicine and even do injection (hehe), the whole team know nothing about preaching, medical outreach etc we just all go by FAITH, and Thank God all things went well by His grace. well there's too much to talk about the trip and it'll be a long list so i think i'll just show pic.


the mission team which consists of 7 girls

PRAYING FOR THOSE WHO GOT SAVED

CHILDREN CHURCH MINISTRY (AREN'T THEY CUTE)


THIS IS ME GIVING INTRAMUSCULAR INJECTION

THE GUY WITH US IS DOCTOR FEDERICK THE MISSION DOC HELPING US

IN ONE OF THE ADULT CELL GROUP2 OF MY NEW INDONESIAN FRIENDSPASTOR NUAH AND THE TEAM (HE'S A COOL PASTOR)

Well there are more than thousand pictures taken the past 12 days, these are the very few of the pictures taken. the memories i had in the mission is not replaceable.

For me personally, i experience God so real and powerful that i can't think or imagine (actually the whole group felt that way), we are all so inexperience in any of the work but when we let God use us, things actually happen where people got saved physically and spiritually).

I'll learned to give and i realized how bless i am in many ways and i will never trade this experience that i have there with any other things and i know it's too early to say this but i'm going back there next year coz there are more people that needs love and help there.

NEW ROOM FURNITURES

Well it's been long since i wrote anything here, I'm back to Malaysia for almost 2 weeks and I'm currently still enjoying my holidays with family and friends that i had not seen for 'ages'. Well once i came back i went to buy my room furniture (a bigger cupboard, a big table and a book shelve), and yesterday my furniture was delivered to me and now finally i have place to keep all my heavy medical books which i brought back from Moscow, have a table to do stuff etc. Well i wanted to take a photo of my room's new look and post it up but i do not know where my parents keep the camera. But anyway i really do like my room, very warm and cozy. Well I'll be starting my training in the pharmacist soon, well maybe some will ask 'i thought u're suppose to be attached to the hospital'. Well to me i think what i really lack in my medical training is my pharmacology, i do not know why do i have such a big problem with it, so now i choose to overcome this problem by learning the drugs used in Malaysia for different disease in a pharmacist to be a better doctor God wants me to be.

GOING GOME FOR HOLIDAYS

Today is my last day here in Moscow before going back to Malaysia for holidays (goodbye to 5th year) , well i'll be coming back here in September for my final year as a medical student before graduating and be a real doctor.

Thank God also for being with me through my finals, I'm actually kinda happy with my final results this year, really a blessing from God.

And well i actually can't wait to go home, it's been a year since i went back and i really misses my family and friends even though we do keep in contact through MSN. And definitely not forgetting Malaysian food.

Well i think the rest i'll write when i go back, anyway just can't wait to fly back 2molo. hooray!!!

Happy Father's day

Today throughout the world people are celebrating Father's day. Beside my Father in heaven, i would also like to thank my dad for the things he had done in my life. My dad is one whom i respect a lot. Even though he's a man, but he helps out a lot in the house especially with going marketing with my mum and also cooking for my family (before i take over).

He's the one who told me who God is, and has always been my personal mentor with God's word and also with my school work, he teach me practically all the subjects especially mathematic and add maths which i'm really terrible in it.

Even though many times he always scold me for being careless and blur (which i really am) i know he does it for my own good, he wants me to be a responsible doctor and not make careless mistake and harm others (even though i don't think so, coz i only careless with my own stuff).

i remembered everytime when i want him to buy something for me, he always says no in the 1st place but deep down i know he has a soft spot which needs a little 'manja'. well no matter how old i may be i'm still my daddy's girl wat.

Well just wanna wish my dad Happy father's day, May God bless you and that to me, you're the best dad i could ever have and that i really love you.